Singing the daycare blues

Well, Sylvie has decided to close her daycare so that leaves me looking for 2 spots come this fall. My heart and head hurt just thinking about it. Mathis is so little!! I hate this. I'm trying to think of different options, taking a year leave without pay, getting a mom friend who's also stuck without daycare to stay home, hiring a nanny for maybe a few kids, start begging at the big daycare. I don't know, it's so discouraging. I was really liking not thinking about this this time round. It was so stressful with Noé. Now I'm back there again. Anybody feel like nannying in Longueuil? Free room and board!